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Its my birthday!!

hi... so... yesterday was 20 feb... officially, I am 20 years old!!

I had left the teenage years and now, officially starting my new steps to be a matured, young woman.

meh... that can wait..

so, I would like to say thank you for all who had wished me, and sang my birthday song, the presents, Izzat for blueberry cheese cake, angeltreats for the free macaroon, my roomates (kak bad, teha and nina) for the moist cheese cake.

Really, I dont know how to react when people give me present and stuff.. I'll turn stiffed and looked around in awkwardness.... but really, deep down. I am very2 happy... SERIOUSLY....

Its been a while since I celebrated my birthday... last time is in PLKN... where the prank is.... -.-'' I will not forget.. ha ha ha ha ... and my family came with kilah's handmade cake.. lol.. even Amo wished me this year.. kekekek.... sorry Kila... I didnt have creds to reply him... and Izzah too... say thanks to them for me ya...

but then, eventhough this year's celebration are very modest, I love it, and I love it.

XD

P.S: seriously Izzat... I still cant find out who gave me the shawl... :P (kidding.. they are lovely... thanks!!!)

AHAKS!!! thanks!!! <3

The end of my holiday

when I woke up this morning, I stared at the ceiling and I thought,
"God, my holiday has ended. Tomorrow, I will have to go back to my life as a student."
I closed my eyes again, trying to wake up from this nightmare.

Which results in.... here I am, packing my stuff and typing this post, just to waste my time from being forced by my brother to go back to UM this morning.

During this one month holiday, there's not many thing I can do.. I've planned to go to Genting Highland, to Langkawi, Fraser Hill, Penang... but none of it was fulfilled. The farthest I've went to is Sg. Wang.. -.-''

But this is all due to one reason. And I think its enough for me to think that, this time, my holiday was well spent.

I took care of my grandmother who was just been released from the hospital, and my mother asked her to live with us, for the time being, Until she gained her strength.

For once in my life, I know how it feels to live with a grandmother, in your house. After watching all of the movie and drama on a family that lives with the grandmother.

*there goes my brother again*

okay, so, that's about the holiday.

But still, its hard for me to leave the house... -.-you know, with the result and all.. I just dont feel like it.

But then...  cant go on and drop out from the study... can I? CAN I???

lol... homesick... TT.TT

Top-Maniac

Lol... I lovvvvveeeeeeee editing pics... lol.. okay, not that beautiful, imaginary, innovative kind of picture, just that stupid photoshop (lol, i didnt even used Ps) picture of me and other people, in this case, Top oppa..

hahah.. I know... Its my hobby... I develop it last december, and.. I put it as my phone screen.. and what do you know... I got questions from people who saw it, (just a glance, they'll know it's fake as soon as they looked at it carefully)

kpopers: Oh my god, do you took the pics with top???!!

non-kpopers: Oh my god! your boyfriend???!

my sister : You are disgusting.. <---- yeah... she knew about it.. but hey, its a hobby. 

btw, I like editing pics, and to fill my time, I often aske around if anyone wants one... so, if you want one, with your bias, you can comment here, or just through fb... :D

please dont be disgusted.. It's what fangirling is all about~~~~ <3

First sem result of my Law School

"Maybe, you need to change."

Thats the only thing that mom said, that felt like a pang to my face.

Yes, I failed badly this time. Too bad, that I need to repeat my contract paper.

yes, CONTRACT PAPER.. thou art a heartless bitch. you dragged all of my pointer with you.

the thing is, I don't feel that bad now, which I will, when the new semester starts, you know, with all the people smiling and squealing in happiness. And I will kick my self on that time,

but the way my mother accept the news, which is clam, and she just said a few words, which tells me that, she is really disappointed.

Alas, I know that. I shouldn't be rolly-polly, swirling in laughter like I did last sem. Its time to get back to the ground and do whatever thing that I should do in the first place. Study.

Like, really study.

thank God, mama didnt brought up the 'you are too crazy about bigbang' subject. Cause if she did, I may as well jump of the cliff.

Why did I choose to read law on the first place?

Is it possible to just drop out from this place and do things like other successful mind do? like.. doing business . or acting...

you know what? Meh......

Owh, the thing to cheer me up! Cheer up! 8/2/13 ----> the date that I fell down, and smeared my dignity.

How do I suddenly fell in Big Bang?

Well... mind you, my old friends know how I despise KPOP.. well.. not despise.. it is such a strong word... lets just say.. not to keen on their songs and whatever it is.

I started involved in it when one of my friend introduce me to Running Man, and then, I started to watch My Girl. Well.. thats that. Never involved in any kpop song...

Then, when I went back to my hometown in Kuching on September. I always hear songs in my cousin's pajero, turned out she has the album still alive and she puts it on every time she drives.

I still ignore the call back the verse keep playing in my head. I remember the verse of Monster and Ego..

Until one faithful morning, one of my other cousin wake me up from sleep and we huddled up, (my sister and I) on the bed while she opened youtube with her laptop and that point turned everything around.

With the opening of the game-like, I vividly remembered my sis said that it is interesting.

I watched it with a thought, 'oh, this is THE song'

when TOP appeared, I felt my heart fell to the bottomless pit.

I am stuck.

The rest of the day spent watching the other videos and my cousin who has the album, showed me hers, eventually, it is TOP cover.. and I think my world change.

Now, eventhough TOP is my bias, I still love to see the others, as they have their own charm. GD, Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung... they are an item.

That's what change me, folks. And I am very very very irrevocably in love with BigBang. <3

I know I am new... but hey, I am dedicated. XD

A thought on Shout Awards 2012

The post is directed specially to the group who booed in the shout award, last weekend.
God, I hate you guys. -.-
so.. siapa2 yang tak tau jalan ceritanya... I'll give you the case summary, ok? you can read it in beautifulnara too, link, google sendiri. I malas nak bagi.

in Shout Award 2012, Nuest and Vixx was invited to attend and perform in the award. While performing, they were booed and rubbish was thrown at them. Also, not pleading guilty, Malaysian proud singer, Sam Bunkface for his rude act towards the GUEST, and the organiser for letting this thing happened to the GUEST. Also, in the end, while Nuest was doing their performance, in the live TV, in 8TV, they are blocked by huge credits, which should never be done to a group, as soon as they start to perform. Freaky much?

First of all, aku galakkan anti-kpop leave this blog sekarang. I dont like bashing people till their brain exploded out of their skull. AND I WILL

Ok, the thing was trending in Twitter, yesterday. And this thing had already reach those in korea. ok, senang, worldwide. fine.


#MalaysiaSaySorryToVixxAndNuest #SamBunkface #ShoutAwards 

And stuff... wah.. after a few vids and web discoveries, aku sangat2 terkejut dengan apa yang diorang buat... gosh...I dont like fanwar.. but if you started it, hell, I AM ON!!!!



Ini link komen Bunkface dekat Propaganza.. skip it around 7 min marks.Sikit but my mouth hanged open la... 

jangan sokong kpop! dorang miming, dorang buat plastic surgery, pastu korang ingat dorang hensem. 

kitorang penat2 buat band, dorang makeup2 skit dapat juta2

kesian kitorang ni.. nak kawin duit x dak, bagi korea buat apa. 

How dare you say that. I double dare you say that again, now you know you are losing fans, and hated by more than half of Malaysia's teens and young adults. well, Of course, you will not give a damn if you think those more than 30 years old listens to your music (which is not!)

sendiri kata x ada duit kan? habis? atur la hidup kau elok2. stereotyping, saying dengan yakin nya, kpop miming, plastic surgery... eih... tau plak kau.. kutuk orang tau... tu.. fellow artist yang pakai baju mengalahkan Lee Hyori apa kes? kau Islam kan? tegur yang tu dulu

they can sue u for defamation tau? nasib baik x specific.. kalau x.. memang sampai tua la korang x kahwin.

Sanjung SUM41 boleh pulak.. sokong industri muzik local pulak... asal x amik band Msia? x tau plak aku SUM41 tu Msia.... 

Rights to choose. Suka hati kpop fan la nak minat siapa.. kau buat statement macam sampah, ingat orang pandang kau tinggi ke? makcik pakcik yang dengar pun geleng kepala tau?
freedom of expression. you got that right. Memang suke hati la kau nak buat statement apa kan? aku faham.. tapi consequences dia... freedom of bashing you and your kind jugak la kan...

Statement ni kluar on april, but on the shout award, he said " to the fans, be aware of the last perforamance." And last performance was Nuest. KO nak cakap ape sebenarnye ni? kau provok kitorang ke?

Okay... ni excellent comment by fellow kpopers, enough to conclude my post.

I dont hate local music. Seriously. I like some of them. But by doing this things, never make you a better singer. You just make less fan and a target to be attacked upon while you are strolling around.

P.S: for the people who booed the groups, too bad you are full of security, surrounded by people who share the same minded like you...
Lets see if I put you in the middle of the crowd in Bigbang last concert. Will you do that? I dare you madafake.. I double dare you.

Bajet besar arh? Pfft... Malaysians....

Eh salah... I am Malaysian.. THIS PRIMITIVE MINDED MALAYSIAN GROUP. thats better.

ciao!