NEW SEMESTER STARTS!

So..... My new semester is starting this 23rd...marking my halfway mark through the law school...

There's so many things to be done and I can't believe I have less than 2 years to graduate and then,I'm going to go out to the new world.Gosh.

Either way, updates. Since the last post! *smirk* sorry sorry sorry for neglecting this vast space of feeling pouring arena.

So, I got a new... guy? friend. That I like. Not much about him. But what I DO know is that he doesnt like me, so that's 5th grader story all over again.

My results are good...I mean,it's getting better.I did have to repeat my Land Law though..as I failed the second part of the subject splendidly.

What else?

Due to my business, I couldnt have time to check on the KINGS, as in the kpop group, BigBang...but I do hear the songs from time to time. I think I'm moving to a phase out of the fandom.

Currently in love with Channing Tatum,Josh Duhamel and Micheal Fassbender.

Fin.

With love.

Yeay Korea! (Dos and Donts)

Daehamingguk! *clap clap clap clap clap*

Yes, I went to Korea for holiday, with two of my other friends. We went there after 2 months of planning, and few of withdrawal from other affiliates, but then, yes! we made it. 

At first, I had doubt... but setting that aside, I got to fulfill my dreams, and at the age of 21, I went to outstate, that is, South Korea!

The rest of the post after this will be on our journey there, but then, the thing that I wanted to remind everyone, for if you guys have plans to go there, bear in mind:-

1. pick a suitable season.

- Summer will be too hot, and based on what I heard from the tour guide, Korea practices minimal usage of electrivity, which results in a very minimum use of air conditioner. If you are not a masochist, best avoid this time. 

-Winter, if  you wanted to experience what coldness of the season is all about, you should give it a try. Like I did. Best to say that, i will not travel on winter anymore. Prepare lots of wool socks and gloves. You'll need it. Also, good pair of walking shoes that has anti-slip sole. Plus, traveling during this season, you will not be able to get to shop longer in placces like Dongdaemun and Namdaemun, since the hawker will close early. 

-autumn and winter FTW!! go during this time. But bear in mind, beautiful scenery and comfy weather also means crowds.

 2. Get a very good walking shoes.

I mean it. I got into trouble by wearing a pair of boots, that in the end cause my right foot to swell and I need to take a day off from walking. Such a sad life I had while wearing it. 

This is due to the fact that being in Seoul, means that you will travel a lot by walking. Unless you are in an expensive tours with buses and vans, you will need to use the subway, and I'm warning you, it's a very long way to walk.

I too, in fact, had a culture shock due to the excessive walking (if it is possible by walking too much) and time consuming travel from one place to another. Causing me 30,000 won for a new sport shoe. geez. 

3. Manners 101

-Yes, Koreans do lack on some manners. I dont think it's THAT much, but there's some. One of the thing that shocked me is that, they spit everywhere. Especially the older ones. I dont think the younger ones do that, but then, to be safe, watch where you step, okay? 

-Next, is on the fact that they will eventually run over you. Literally. Koreans are very fast paced and lived in a very hectic life. So, make sure you don't walk in the middle of the way (if you walk slowly while being amazed by the view) Because someone will bump on your shoulder, made you spin around and that someone will leave without saying 'sorry'. Yep, no need to say sorry too, just run around and bumped around cause that is the way it is. 

-the subway tends to be very quiet, so low done your voice, if you dont want the koreans to look at you in a very rude way.

-also, people leave their belonging unattended on the table in a restaurant or in subway. Frequently, they will be untouched. I also has the chance to talk to the tour guide about those kinds of things, and she said that it is very rare to hear news of people being mugged or pick pocketed in the subway. It is very safe to walk around in the night. That's true. I've tried it. 

4. English Mayday

Yeah.. dont expect for everyone to speak english fluently to you. through my trip in Korea, I learned to speak sign language, and also some of Korean language. You might find someone that can speak in English.. but generally they dont know even the basic of it. Huzzah if you find someone. Finally you are not speaking alien anymore. 

This is from a photobooth at Cheongye Stream. You can send the picture to mails for free. 

I think thats sort of covers it. So now, I shall proceed to my trip there. :D EF YEAH I WENT TO KOREA!

Second Year of Law School

okay. So, tomorrow, I'm going to register my second year in University Malaya. After 2 months, having a break, living wild and free.

I hate going back. Felt like being a little girl, who is crying while trying to get out of her kindergarten. I love my home. i love my bed. I love the environment.

But hey.... I need to go, nevertheless.

SO.. yeah...

Actually I dont have anything to say... I just want to test out my new blog look. And... I think is prettayh...

Plus, I will try to update as frequent as I can, since I need to take care of my fanfiction too...

to those who is a reader in asianfanfiction community, do read my story and subscribe, okay??

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/441373/monster-bigbang-top

Love you lots!

Latest art works

LOL... I love doing this thing!!!!! XD

Its my birthday!!

hi... so... yesterday was 20 feb... officially, I am 20 years old!!

I had left the teenage years and now, officially starting my new steps to be a matured, young woman.

meh... that can wait..

so, I would like to say thank you for all who had wished me, and sang my birthday song, the presents, Izzat for blueberry cheese cake, angeltreats for the free macaroon, my roomates (kak bad, teha and nina) for the moist cheese cake.

Really, I dont know how to react when people give me present and stuff.. I'll turn stiffed and looked around in awkwardness.... but really, deep down. I am very2 happy... SERIOUSLY....

Its been a while since I celebrated my birthday... last time is in PLKN... where the prank is.... -.-'' I will not forget.. ha ha ha ha ... and my family came with kilah's handmade cake.. lol.. even Amo wished me this year.. kekekek.... sorry Kila... I didnt have creds to reply him... and Izzah too... say thanks to them for me ya...

but then, eventhough this year's celebration are very modest, I love it, and I love it.

XD

P.S: seriously Izzat... I still cant find out who gave me the shawl... :P (kidding.. they are lovely... thanks!!!)

AHAKS!!! thanks!!! <3

The end of my holiday

when I woke up this morning, I stared at the ceiling and I thought,
"God, my holiday has ended. Tomorrow, I will have to go back to my life as a student."
I closed my eyes again, trying to wake up from this nightmare.

Which results in.... here I am, packing my stuff and typing this post, just to waste my time from being forced by my brother to go back to UM this morning.

During this one month holiday, there's not many thing I can do.. I've planned to go to Genting Highland, to Langkawi, Fraser Hill, Penang... but none of it was fulfilled. The farthest I've went to is Sg. Wang.. -.-''

But this is all due to one reason. And I think its enough for me to think that, this time, my holiday was well spent.

I took care of my grandmother who was just been released from the hospital, and my mother asked her to live with us, for the time being, Until she gained her strength.

For once in my life, I know how it feels to live with a grandmother, in your house. After watching all of the movie and drama on a family that lives with the grandmother.

*there goes my brother again*

okay, so, that's about the holiday.

But still, its hard for me to leave the house... -.-you know, with the result and all.. I just dont feel like it.

But then...  cant go on and drop out from the study... can I? CAN I???

lol... homesick... TT.TT

Top-Maniac

Lol... I lovvvvveeeeeeee editing pics... lol.. okay, not that beautiful, imaginary, innovative kind of picture, just that stupid photoshop (lol, i didnt even used Ps) picture of me and other people, in this case, Top oppa..

hahah.. I know... Its my hobby... I develop it last december, and.. I put it as my phone screen.. and what do you know... I got questions from people who saw it, (just a glance, they'll know it's fake as soon as they looked at it carefully)

kpopers: Oh my god, do you took the pics with top???!!

non-kpopers: Oh my god! your boyfriend???!

my sister : You are disgusting.. <---- yeah... she knew about it.. but hey, its a hobby. 

btw, I like editing pics, and to fill my time, I often aske around if anyone wants one... so, if you want one, with your bias, you can comment here, or just through fb... :D

please dont be disgusted.. It's what fangirling is all about~~~~ <3

First sem result of my Law School

"Maybe, you need to change."

Thats the only thing that mom said, that felt like a pang to my face.

Yes, I failed badly this time. Too bad, that I need to repeat my contract paper.

yes, CONTRACT PAPER.. thou art a heartless bitch. you dragged all of my pointer with you.

the thing is, I don't feel that bad now, which I will, when the new semester starts, you know, with all the people smiling and squealing in happiness. And I will kick my self on that time,

but the way my mother accept the news, which is clam, and she just said a few words, which tells me that, she is really disappointed.

Alas, I know that. I shouldn't be rolly-polly, swirling in laughter like I did last sem. Its time to get back to the ground and do whatever thing that I should do in the first place. Study.

Like, really study.

thank God, mama didnt brought up the 'you are too crazy about bigbang' subject. Cause if she did, I may as well jump of the cliff.

Why did I choose to read law on the first place?

Is it possible to just drop out from this place and do things like other successful mind do? like.. doing business . or acting...

you know what? Meh......

Owh, the thing to cheer me up! Cheer up! 8/2/13 ----> the date that I fell down, and smeared my dignity.

How do I suddenly fell in Big Bang?

Well... mind you, my old friends know how I despise KPOP.. well.. not despise.. it is such a strong word... lets just say.. not to keen on their songs and whatever it is.

I started involved in it when one of my friend introduce me to Running Man, and then, I started to watch My Girl. Well.. thats that. Never involved in any kpop song...

Then, when I went back to my hometown in Kuching on September. I always hear songs in my cousin's pajero, turned out she has the album still alive and she puts it on every time she drives.

I still ignore the call back the verse keep playing in my head. I remember the verse of Monster and Ego..

Until one faithful morning, one of my other cousin wake me up from sleep and we huddled up, (my sister and I) on the bed while she opened youtube with her laptop and that point turned everything around.

With the opening of the game-like, I vividly remembered my sis said that it is interesting.

I watched it with a thought, 'oh, this is THE song'

when TOP appeared, I felt my heart fell to the bottomless pit.

I am stuck.

The rest of the day spent watching the other videos and my cousin who has the album, showed me hers, eventually, it is TOP cover.. and I think my world change.

Now, eventhough TOP is my bias, I still love to see the others, as they have their own charm. GD, Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung... they are an item.

That's what change me, folks. And I am very very very irrevocably in love with BigBang. <3

I know I am new... but hey, I am dedicated. XD

A thought on Shout Awards 2012

The post is directed specially to the group who booed in the shout award, last weekend.
God, I hate you guys. -.-
so.. siapa2 yang tak tau jalan ceritanya... I'll give you the case summary, ok? you can read it in beautifulnara too, link, google sendiri. I malas nak bagi.

in Shout Award 2012, Nuest and Vixx was invited to attend and perform in the award. While performing, they were booed and rubbish was thrown at them. Also, not pleading guilty, Malaysian proud singer, Sam Bunkface for his rude act towards the GUEST, and the organiser for letting this thing happened to the GUEST. Also, in the end, while Nuest was doing their performance, in the live TV, in 8TV, they are blocked by huge credits, which should never be done to a group, as soon as they start to perform. Freaky much?

First of all, aku galakkan anti-kpop leave this blog sekarang. I dont like bashing people till their brain exploded out of their skull. AND I WILL

Ok, the thing was trending in Twitter, yesterday. And this thing had already reach those in korea. ok, senang, worldwide. fine.


#MalaysiaSaySorryToVixxAndNuest #SamBunkface #ShoutAwards 

And stuff... wah.. after a few vids and web discoveries, aku sangat2 terkejut dengan apa yang diorang buat... gosh...I dont like fanwar.. but if you started it, hell, I AM ON!!!!



Ini link komen Bunkface dekat Propaganza.. skip it around 7 min marks.Sikit but my mouth hanged open la... 

jangan sokong kpop! dorang miming, dorang buat plastic surgery, pastu korang ingat dorang hensem. 

kitorang penat2 buat band, dorang makeup2 skit dapat juta2

kesian kitorang ni.. nak kawin duit x dak, bagi korea buat apa. 

How dare you say that. I double dare you say that again, now you know you are losing fans, and hated by more than half of Malaysia's teens and young adults. well, Of course, you will not give a damn if you think those more than 30 years old listens to your music (which is not!)

sendiri kata x ada duit kan? habis? atur la hidup kau elok2. stereotyping, saying dengan yakin nya, kpop miming, plastic surgery... eih... tau plak kau.. kutuk orang tau... tu.. fellow artist yang pakai baju mengalahkan Lee Hyori apa kes? kau Islam kan? tegur yang tu dulu

they can sue u for defamation tau? nasib baik x specific.. kalau x.. memang sampai tua la korang x kahwin.

Sanjung SUM41 boleh pulak.. sokong industri muzik local pulak... asal x amik band Msia? x tau plak aku SUM41 tu Msia.... 

Rights to choose. Suka hati kpop fan la nak minat siapa.. kau buat statement macam sampah, ingat orang pandang kau tinggi ke? makcik pakcik yang dengar pun geleng kepala tau?
freedom of expression. you got that right. Memang suke hati la kau nak buat statement apa kan? aku faham.. tapi consequences dia... freedom of bashing you and your kind jugak la kan...

Statement ni kluar on april, but on the shout award, he said " to the fans, be aware of the last perforamance." And last performance was Nuest. KO nak cakap ape sebenarnye ni? kau provok kitorang ke?

Okay... ni excellent comment by fellow kpopers, enough to conclude my post.

I dont hate local music. Seriously. I like some of them. But by doing this things, never make you a better singer. You just make less fan and a target to be attacked upon while you are strolling around.

P.S: for the people who booed the groups, too bad you are full of security, surrounded by people who share the same minded like you...
Lets see if I put you in the middle of the crowd in Bigbang last concert. Will you do that? I dare you madafake.. I double dare you.

Bajet besar arh? Pfft... Malaysians....

Eh salah... I am Malaysian.. THIS PRIMITIVE MINDED MALAYSIAN GROUP. thats better.

ciao!

Hectic life

Gosh..  I wish I have 30 hours a day...

Truthfully.... I am so tense now that I can cry and pulled my hair while rolling down the stairs.

God... give me strength...

LOTS OF WORKS TO DO... and I missed UiTM badly... I really am...

My new blog skins...

Okay, credited to aqilah, my sissy.. you can see her blog here... she is incredible. Spends most of her time reading codes and what not.

here... ------>  http://itsqilazmi.blogspot.com/

done crediting her, now, let me tell you, what I will write in my new, visitorless blog.

Basically nothing important to you.. but might be important to me. and the stalkers. (IF I have any.. which is a BIG if)

And I love Bigbang.. Too much that now I can read hangul even though Ididnt know what it means.... Scarier than seeing poop in the toilet right?? (ikr??? -.-'')

mkay, thats it.. :D

*song craze for the day, missing you - Gdragon. *

p.s: expects a lot of nonsensical things on Kpop here, because that, is my current craze.. :D

Owh, here some TOP and a cat(for the sake of adding the level of cuteness) :D

cuteness level - 99%

Sum of cuteness level - full mark! 0_<

Paradise Kiss Fashion Profile

So, as a start, I have already made a profile to replace the page of the paradise kiss... since no one here is new to paradise kiss establishment, I just tell what I think, is going to be referred by the historian in the time comes.

My new profile, under the admin name of BelQi.. sweet isnt it?

Okay, I sell lots of Korean style clothes.. and I am soooo picky on my style.. so you can bet it is the best one around. its 3 pcs for RM 100, so bulk up with your friends and buy a lot from me, mkay?

Okay. Thats it for the clothes post...

Ill give you a sample, since I am very very very nice.

Abang ku... Convo.. :*

hahaha.. dengan ini.. abang aku da bergelar seorang BS...

ni gambar dia yang kena paksa tangkap gambar ngan aku...

Esok nak gi studio, wat family photoshoot..

Haila... semua orang excited dia grad... -.-''

OK. FINE. Supposed to be kan??? 

Atototototo

Stop it. stop all of this now... (malay language. Sorry,foreign readers)

Ni post yang sgt serius. ha... sgt weh.. :')

well... aku rasa.. agak banyak kali gak la aku kena macam ni.. tapi tak serik2 kot.. -.- haih. hati... kenapa la kau ni susah sangat nak sedar...

Again, I was heart broken. there's nothing that I can write, that can explain how I felt, and what actually had happened. It is about a mere crush. But the thing is.. my crush will always end with the same way. Being loved and in love with people that I know. God. Sangat sedih weh.. serius...

Long story short, I need to realise who I am, and stop being so... hopeful and dreams about being ordinary. cause I am not.

One of my friend, said, " no matter how bad, a girl looks, she will always have one part, that is nice and can make you fell in love with her."

Terkedu aku weh.. lelaki plak tuh. hahaha.. dia memang ada pelik skit.. Tapi kalau macam tu.. is it true? Wujud ke lelaki yang x kisah dgn rupa, x hingin pun bini dia macam lisa surihani or what not.

Rasanya.. 1 dalam seribu pun x de kot..

Sudah la wahai hati.... stop hurting yourself. 

First Program in KK11

so, I participated in SPKG.. sirih pulang ke gagang stuff, a  dinner for the alumni of the college who's going to graduate this week.

Aku x jadi ajk ke ape pun... jadi budak drama je... tp bluetooth lappuy comel ni da rosak.. jadi x dpt nak bluetooth gambar.. TT.TT

ok.. jadi... begitula... sbenarnye saje je nak tgk muka TOP kat page nih.. ahahahahah

Why I wanted to go back?

Most of the close people with me know about this. And I am sill trying to decide.tak.. more to gain persetujuan from my family about it.

Its either staying here in UM or back to UITM

Thats a really huge dilemma in my life. Its not like the Us berebut2 nakkan aku.. tak.. aku just.. nak apply balik for UiTM.. or maybe if UiTM tak dapat, I'll aplly for UKM. Anywhere but here.

Why? ramai orang tanya aku.. I dont know. Maybe sebab.. the environment is really... not like what I had expected. Seriously, I can endure it. But for 4 years. Maybe not.

The college life is great. Well. Its half of good. not that bad. With my 'crazy yet innocent' roommates and seniors that I met on some events. But thats all about it. The thing is, tujuan aku untuk masuk U is to study, right? so, sebaik mana pun kolej aku, if I couldnt study and ended up repeat the whole year, its better for me to gave up and start fresh somewhere.

Senang cakap macam tu la. Seriously, for the whole time I am in the fac, there's no genuine laugh or even smile from me. Bila keluar from the place last friday, baru aku dapat ketawa, and nangis as hard as I could. Macam lifeless tahu tak? Emotionless

And they said I should concentrate on my studies. Yeah, right. If I stay like this, by the end of the year, I'll ended up being kicked out of the fac, I tell you.

Aku rasa maybe sebab.. aku memang tak ada hati kat sini kot. Aku tak tau apa silapnya. Nak kata rupa fac tu... aku rasa syukur sangat sebab libray dekat gila, tak da tangga bertingkat2 mcm stairs of justice kat UiTM tu. maybe people around me and the system kot.

Tu yang buat aku tawar hati, Orang kata, 'lek arh... baru 3 minggu kot ko kat sana.. cepat gila ko buat assumption..' well... aku diam je kot kalau orang cakap mcm ni.. dah 3 minggu weh.. nak tunggu sampai bila lagi? sampai exam? biar aku stuck kat tengah2 hall tu sebab aku tak tau apa yang aku blajar the whole sem ni? thanks a lot guys.

Mesti orang kata, 'masalah ko la, sape suh ko tak study btol2..' then, let me go, let I choose my way of life. Let me try to apply the UiTM for my own sake. or anywhere but here.

Everytime, aku rasa nak campak semua barang aku kat orang yang lalu lalang, and lari dari tempat tu. so, elakkan diri dari bertemu ngan aku. aku tak kacau kau, kau jangan kacau aku.

owh, haah. pastu abang aku ada cakap, kalau environment ni pun kau x leh handle, apa lagi masa ko masuk kerja nanti. my response to that is, I know, to give my out most when I needed to. if aku dah kerja, tak kan aku nak kena buang kot... if I have no choice, I'll give whatever it takes. and for now, I still have the choice.

jalan tu dah ada, korang kena make way for me to pass through je. that is all.

still missing bebudak gila kelas F. wish I could bring the whole lot to UM.. so that we;ll be successful together.

My Hypertension Treatment

After few days facing stress and tension, ended with a very huge burden and humiliation, yesterday.

My bro and qilah came to pick me up, and salman treated me a shopping spree at BOOKXCESS. 

Okay. Serious cakap, release tension gila! Masuk2 je kedai tu, aku punya senyum.. sampai sakit pipi aku. Excited sangat tengok buku..

Haha.. perempuan kalau nak release tension beli baju, accessories, window shopping, wayang and stuff, aku, tgk buku pun macam dah tak da problem da....

So, berkat duit abang yang dikorbankan, aku beli 4 buku, memula banyak gak aku ambil... pastu kena tapis ngan abang.. jadi.. 4 je la tinggal.

buku2 ni ada yang aku memang teringin nak beli, tapi mahal sangat kalau beli kat kedai standard macam MPH or POPULAR..

So, 4 buah buku tadi, actual price dia, suppose to be RM164

Bila aku total balik dalam resit, aku kena bayar RM61.60 je. Murah GILAAAA weh!!!!!

Bunuh Diri.

Golek-golek.

PRK Universti Malaya

say whaaat??? yeah... first time in my life, I see people campaigning all over the place. Ha~~~ excited gilaaa...

Semalam masa ProM buat perarakan, macam org kena sampuk kot aku pandang.. lama gila aku tengok dorang, sengih sorang2.... perasaan tu.. pelik,, tapi excited gilaa.. tu yang penting.

Then hari ni, kena mengundi.. bangun pagi2 da ada kertas warna oren bawah pintu.. Sebagai seorang freshie yang hilang arah dan x tahu nak undi siapa, kertas tu bagaikan petunjuk warna oren yang aku dapat dan aku sangat2 bahagia.. x yah kusut otak lagi da... XD

roomate aku (kak bad) siap cakap lagi, kau bawak la kertas tu masuk masa mengundi nanti.. mesti penggerak jeling je kat kau.

memang tak la kan.... hahah.. tapi tu la.. macam ada lawak sikit la.. tapi macam nak join kempen next year.. just.. jangan kasi tau mama ngan abang ok??.. ^^

bak kata pip, aku nak undi orang yang buat manifesto pasal bas. XD

My 'on the way' Novel's synopsis.

She doesn’t think on trusting any man.

He wanted someone who loves him for who he really is.

They fell in love, and more to come after.

But there’s more to love in marriage.

When their love had been envied by the whole world,

When every inch of the population shocked by their 

relationship,

Can they face the fact that they aren’t supposed to be 

together?