How do I suddenly fell in Big Bang?

Well... mind you, my old friends know how I despise KPOP.. well.. not despise.. it is such a strong word... lets just say.. not to keen on their songs and whatever it is.

I started involved in it when one of my friend introduce me to Running Man, and then, I started to watch My Girl. Well.. thats that. Never involved in any kpop song...

Then, when I went back to my hometown in Kuching on September. I always hear songs in my cousin's pajero, turned out she has the album still alive and she puts it on every time she drives.

I still ignore the call back the verse keep playing in my head. I remember the verse of Monster and Ego..

Until one faithful morning, one of my other cousin wake me up from sleep and we huddled up, (my sister and I) on the bed while she opened youtube with her laptop and that point turned everything around.

With the opening of the game-like, I vividly remembered my sis said that it is interesting.

I watched it with a thought, 'oh, this is THE song'

when TOP appeared, I felt my heart fell to the bottomless pit.

I am stuck.

The rest of the day spent watching the other videos and my cousin who has the album, showed me hers, eventually, it is TOP cover.. and I think my world change.

Now, eventhough TOP is my bias, I still love to see the others, as they have their own charm. GD, Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung... they are an item.

That's what change me, folks. And I am very very very irrevocably in love with BigBang. <3

I know I am new... but hey, I am dedicated. XD

A thought on Shout Awards 2012

The post is directed specially to the group who booed in the shout award, last weekend.
God, I hate you guys. -.-
so.. siapa2 yang tak tau jalan ceritanya... I'll give you the case summary, ok? you can read it in beautifulnara too, link, google sendiri. I malas nak bagi.

in Shout Award 2012, Nuest and Vixx was invited to attend and perform in the award. While performing, they were booed and rubbish was thrown at them. Also, not pleading guilty, Malaysian proud singer, Sam Bunkface for his rude act towards the GUEST, and the organiser for letting this thing happened to the GUEST. Also, in the end, while Nuest was doing their performance, in the live TV, in 8TV, they are blocked by huge credits, which should never be done to a group, as soon as they start to perform. Freaky much?

First of all, aku galakkan anti-kpop leave this blog sekarang. I dont like bashing people till their brain exploded out of their skull. AND I WILL

Ok, the thing was trending in Twitter, yesterday. And this thing had already reach those in korea. ok, senang, worldwide. fine.


#MalaysiaSaySorryToVixxAndNuest #SamBunkface #ShoutAwards 

And stuff... wah.. after a few vids and web discoveries, aku sangat2 terkejut dengan apa yang diorang buat... gosh...I dont like fanwar.. but if you started it, hell, I AM ON!!!!



Ini link komen Bunkface dekat Propaganza.. skip it around 7 min marks.Sikit but my mouth hanged open la... 

jangan sokong kpop! dorang miming, dorang buat plastic surgery, pastu korang ingat dorang hensem. 

kitorang penat2 buat band, dorang makeup2 skit dapat juta2

kesian kitorang ni.. nak kawin duit x dak, bagi korea buat apa. 

How dare you say that. I double dare you say that again, now you know you are losing fans, and hated by more than half of Malaysia's teens and young adults. well, Of course, you will not give a damn if you think those more than 30 years old listens to your music (which is not!)

sendiri kata x ada duit kan? habis? atur la hidup kau elok2. stereotyping, saying dengan yakin nya, kpop miming, plastic surgery... eih... tau plak kau.. kutuk orang tau... tu.. fellow artist yang pakai baju mengalahkan Lee Hyori apa kes? kau Islam kan? tegur yang tu dulu

they can sue u for defamation tau? nasib baik x specific.. kalau x.. memang sampai tua la korang x kahwin.

Sanjung SUM41 boleh pulak.. sokong industri muzik local pulak... asal x amik band Msia? x tau plak aku SUM41 tu Msia.... 

Rights to choose. Suka hati kpop fan la nak minat siapa.. kau buat statement macam sampah, ingat orang pandang kau tinggi ke? makcik pakcik yang dengar pun geleng kepala tau?
freedom of expression. you got that right. Memang suke hati la kau nak buat statement apa kan? aku faham.. tapi consequences dia... freedom of bashing you and your kind jugak la kan...

Statement ni kluar on april, but on the shout award, he said " to the fans, be aware of the last perforamance." And last performance was Nuest. KO nak cakap ape sebenarnye ni? kau provok kitorang ke?

Okay... ni excellent comment by fellow kpopers, enough to conclude my post.

I dont hate local music. Seriously. I like some of them. But by doing this things, never make you a better singer. You just make less fan and a target to be attacked upon while you are strolling around.

P.S: for the people who booed the groups, too bad you are full of security, surrounded by people who share the same minded like you...
Lets see if I put you in the middle of the crowd in Bigbang last concert. Will you do that? I dare you madafake.. I double dare you.

Bajet besar arh? Pfft... Malaysians....

Eh salah... I am Malaysian.. THIS PRIMITIVE MINDED MALAYSIAN GROUP. thats better.

ciao!

Hectic life

Gosh..  I wish I have 30 hours a day...

Truthfully.... I am so tense now that I can cry and pulled my hair while rolling down the stairs.

God... give me strength...

LOTS OF WORKS TO DO... and I missed UiTM badly... I really am...

My new blog skins...

Okay, credited to aqilah, my sissy.. you can see her blog here... she is incredible. Spends most of her time reading codes and what not.

here... ------>  http://itsqilazmi.blogspot.com/

done crediting her, now, let me tell you, what I will write in my new, visitorless blog.

Basically nothing important to you.. but might be important to me. and the stalkers. (IF I have any.. which is a BIG if)

And I love Bigbang.. Too much that now I can read hangul even though Ididnt know what it means.... Scarier than seeing poop in the toilet right?? (ikr??? -.-'')

mkay, thats it.. :D

*song craze for the day, missing you - Gdragon. *

p.s: expects a lot of nonsensical things on Kpop here, because that, is my current craze.. :D

Owh, here some TOP and a cat(for the sake of adding the level of cuteness) :D

cuteness level - 99%

Sum of cuteness level - full mark! 0_<

Paradise Kiss Fashion Profile

So, as a start, I have already made a profile to replace the page of the paradise kiss... since no one here is new to paradise kiss establishment, I just tell what I think, is going to be referred by the historian in the time comes.

My new profile, under the admin name of BelQi.. sweet isnt it?

Okay, I sell lots of Korean style clothes.. and I am soooo picky on my style.. so you can bet it is the best one around. its 3 pcs for RM 100, so bulk up with your friends and buy a lot from me, mkay?

Okay. Thats it for the clothes post...

Ill give you a sample, since I am very very very nice.

Abang ku... Convo.. :*

hahaha.. dengan ini.. abang aku da bergelar seorang BS...

ni gambar dia yang kena paksa tangkap gambar ngan aku...

Esok nak gi studio, wat family photoshoot..

Haila... semua orang excited dia grad... -.-''

OK. FINE. Supposed to be kan??? 

Atototototo

Stop it. stop all of this now... (malay language. Sorry,foreign readers)

Ni post yang sgt serius. ha... sgt weh.. :')

well... aku rasa.. agak banyak kali gak la aku kena macam ni.. tapi tak serik2 kot.. -.- haih. hati... kenapa la kau ni susah sangat nak sedar...

Again, I was heart broken. there's nothing that I can write, that can explain how I felt, and what actually had happened. It is about a mere crush. But the thing is.. my crush will always end with the same way. Being loved and in love with people that I know. God. Sangat sedih weh.. serius...

Long story short, I need to realise who I am, and stop being so... hopeful and dreams about being ordinary. cause I am not.

One of my friend, said, " no matter how bad, a girl looks, she will always have one part, that is nice and can make you fell in love with her."

Terkedu aku weh.. lelaki plak tuh. hahaha.. dia memang ada pelik skit.. Tapi kalau macam tu.. is it true? Wujud ke lelaki yang x kisah dgn rupa, x hingin pun bini dia macam lisa surihani or what not.

Rasanya.. 1 dalam seribu pun x de kot..

Sudah la wahai hati.... stop hurting yourself.